She wrote
"I love him but...
We have been together for ONLY a year and
I already hurt when I go to bed at night
Yes those sweet pillow talks that often rolled into
Sun rise mornings were great at first but
Now I hurt so much to the point that
Sleeping on my left side is as impossible as
Getting my point through to him
Because his temper is short...
Dynamite euphoria.."
She wrote
"Yes the way he used to touch me was unlike any other but
Now tht sweet skin contact is replaced with
Horrible black bruises and
Somehow I keep telling myself that
"Things will get better"
If I just..Do a better job and
Follow what he says I wont make him so mad
After all thats what love IS, right??"
Memoirs of the physically abused
Dead letters of the sweet girls that choose
....to stick around
No the logic isn't sound because they think
LOVE has been found..
So far under that false emotional influence that
They fail to hear the oncoming horn that
keeps blowing they're mind
Head on collision may cause more than just
Heart break
She wrote
"It's starting to get hard to hide these
Bruises that mark my outside and
I just KNOW my friends see them from time to time
But not one has said a word
Instead they chose to bring up random topics just to
Break that awkward silence
And I don't blame them for not speaking up and asking
I never tell just like they never ask
Its true when they say you are the company you keep
Id call us Silence Incorporated"
She wrote
"I used to be turned on by your passion
The way you got so mad that you
Punched and kicked walls but
Not once did it cross my mind that
You would substitute those walls with me
Some day I'll build enough courage to
Tell someone who can help me escape this
Domestic reconstruction of my
Physical...
Emotional AND Mental make up"
Poetic cries in a journal that go unsaid
But the context of the situation changed
...When she was found dead....
Because once it starts it rarely ends
Only if she would have told her family
Or even, just a friend
But instead all that's left
If what She wrote
"I love him but...
We have been together for ONLY a year and
I already hurt when I go to bed at night
Yes those sweet pillow talks that often rolled into
Sun rise mornings were great at first but
Now I hurt so much to the point that
Sleeping on my left side is as impossible as
Getting my point through to him
Because his temper is short...
Dynamite euphoria.."
She wrote
"Yes the way he used to touch me was unlike any other but
Now tht sweet skin contact is replaced with
Horrible black bruises and
Somehow I keep telling myself that
"Things will get better"
If I just..Do a better job and
Follow what he says I wont make him so mad
After all thats what love IS, right??"
Memoirs of the physically abused
Dead letters of the sweet girls that choose
....to stick around
No the logic isn't sound because they think
LOVE has been found..
So far under that false emotional influence that
They fail to hear the oncoming horn that
keeps blowing they're mind
Head on collision may cause more than just
Heart break
She wrote
"It's starting to get hard to hide these
Bruises that mark my outside and
I just KNOW my friends see them from time to time
But not one has said a word
Instead they chose to bring up random topics just to
Break that awkward silence
And I don't blame them for not speaking up and asking
I never tell just like they never ask
Its true when they say you are the company you keep
Id call us Silence Incorporated"
She wrote
"I used to be turned on by your passion
The way you got so mad that you
Punched and kicked walls but
Not once did it cross my mind that
You would substitute those walls with me
Some day I'll build enough courage to
Tell someone who can help me escape this
Domestic reconstruction of my
Physical...
Emotional AND Mental make up"
Poetic cries in a journal that go unsaid
But the context of the situation changed
...When she was found dead....
Because once it starts it rarely ends
Only if she would have told her family
Or even, just a friend
But instead all that's left
If what She wrote
